Maybe Today

It's out of my hands, I have no say
Not an ounce of control, left only to pray
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I wrestle within, anger and fear
Toiling and desperate to know You are here
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Why must I linger so long in this place?
When I thought that I'd run, and won this race
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I am much too tired and I'm just not strong
I've got nothing left, except this broken heart's song
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I long to hear You, in whisper or shout
That You're ever near me, and I needn't doubt
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I wait once again, and on bended knee pray
With a hopeful heart that "maybe today"
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You are my covering, my shelter my shield
My strong place to lean, my brokenness healed

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Again Lord I'll wait, and I'll seek Your face
Till my heart finds peace, and can I rest in Your grace

(c) Lisa Bennett 01/08/09